MEMOIRS OF ASYRAF

There are many things tat I regret not doing in life... One of them is having the chance to learn mandarin in SMKSBU, n I didnt took it..

Tien Koon : Come on aa Aliff, take the class aa...
Jonathon : Ya laa man, take it already... We help you laa....
Me : Well, Im still stumbling on my studies... Maths, that is... I join, I would have to take 10 subjects... So, Naa.. sorry guys.....

Life moves on... Still many challenges lies ahead... Now, giving my best in arabic fusha and everything...

LUASNYA ILMU ALLAH TIDAK TERHINGGA
Al Kahfi Ayat 109
Katakanlah: Sekiranya lautan menjadi tinta untuk (menulis) kalimat-kalimat Tuhanku, sungguh habislah lautan itu sebelum habis (ditulis) kalimat-kalimat Tuhanku, meskipun Kami datangkan tambahan sebanyak itu (pula)."

Target : 1 year to speak fluently, to write beautifully, to read and understand throughtly (before practical year). Still can't imagine how Im gonna take medical history, giving patient health advises in Arabic. Note that, this is not the only reason to learn. Learn it because it is the language of Quran, language of Jannah
Current level : On the verge on reaching level 2

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu terpisah dengan kemaksiatan.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu bertaubat setelah melakukan maksiat.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu meraih tangan sahabatmu.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu sujud.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu rukuk.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu berdoa dengan khusyu'.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu bertemu keluarga setelah lama terpisah.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu memperolehi redha kedu-dua orang tua kamu.

Air mata terindah mengalir semasa kamu berbahagia dengan syurga dan memperoleh syafaat Rasulullah s.a.w.














Mampukah kita mengalirkan 'air mata terindah' itu? Ketika manakah air mata kita mengalir? Menangis kerana dunia atau akhirat...sama-sama muhasabah kembali. Kalaulah kita tidak mampu untuk menangis disebabkan kerasnya hati, menangislah kerana kerasnya hati kita. Astaghfirullah3x..

*Ilham daripada seorang sahabat lama ^_^

Times are getting harder. For me and for everyone..
I had always been the type who would sit in front of my desk, open my books and read all day long
People used to say that Im a bookworm and too softhearted..
So much to the extend that I was called "skema"
Even now Im sure there are still many that sees me with the same tagline...
Honestly, Im not easy with that
I brought about the will to change
To swift shift to someone different
Someone somewhat better
I dedicated my time for sports, carrying injuries and scars from games to games
I trained my body hard to be built as an athelete
For to show that I am not just the studying type
And prove that one can excel in both, academics and outdoor activities
I am not soft, nor am I weak
But for how far I run, I would always be the same inside
I guess that is who I am
For who we are, is always we
And for all the things we dislike about ourselves, it is a sin, a sort of crime to see it as a weakness, but instead, accepting it as privelege and always be thankful and happy
If that is what Allah deceided for us, that is who Allah wants us to be
Alhamdulillah

For me, its naive to think that by reading, studying and a little bit of hard work alone would determine ones success
Having straight A's would ensure good achievement in life
Guiding one to a brighter future
The good doctors are not the nerds
One that can spend and endure hours of reading
One that do not prefer to mix with all, and do not seek social skills
One that is book-based thinking, and spiritually empty
This is not the ideal doctors we would wanna be
By time, practically, all will be much less equal wether you're a high achiever, or low scorer
Yet do not take studying easy
Good grades should always be aim and work for
just never leave everything behind
Medic is priority
But Islam, soft-skills, self-improving and social relationship are not number 2s

As for me, Im still a bit inorganised at the moment
Studies..... Not so good
So many things to do, so many things to learn yet, so little time
But I believe the stronger the burden, the stronger the force
And that very force wil push me to new heights, to a new level
Even if I will fall halfway, I would still be happy that I tried
We plan, the rest is left to HIM
Our job is just to keep walking forward and never look back
And we pray that this is the right path
We pray that we never get loss
We pray that Allah, is the one that shows it

Hopefully insyaAllah

Bila satu kali kamu naik sebuah kapal mengharungi lautan luas. Kapal itu ternyata sudah rosak. Layarnya banyak berlubang, kayunya banyak yang reput, bahkan kabinnya penuh dengan sampah bauan kotoran akibat manusia. Lalu apa yang kamu lakukan untuk tetap sampai pada tujuan?"

Apakah kamu memilih untuk terjun ke laut dan berenang sampai tujuan?"

Bila kamu terjun ke laut, sesaat kamu akan merasa senang. Bebas dari bau kotoran manusia, merasakan kesegaran air laut, atau bebas bermain dengan lumba-lumba. Tapi itu hanya sesaat. Berapa kekuatan kamu untuk berenang sampai tujuan? Bagaimana bila ribut datang? Dari mana kamu mendapat makan dan minum? Bila malam datang bagaimana kamu mengatasi hawa dingin?"

Bagaimana bila ternyata kereta yang kamu bawa dalam menempuh jalan itu ternyata rosak dan bermasalah? Kamu akan berjalan kaki meninggalkan kereta itu tersadai di tepi jalan atau mencuba memperbaikinya?

Bila ada satu dua kelemahan dan kesalahan, janganlah hal itu meresahkan perasaan. Sebagaimana ALLAH SWT menghapus dosa manusia dengan amal baik mereka, hapuslah kesalahan mereka di mata dengan amal-amal kebaikan-kebaikan mereka.

Futur, mundur lemah atau bahkan berpaling menjadi lawan bukanlah jalan yang masuk akal. Apabila setiap ketidakkesepakatan selalu diselesaikan dengan jalan itu maka apakah dakwah ini dapat berjalan dengan baik?

Dan apabila punya kelemahan... Berdepan dengan kekuatan... Gahkan langkah berjalan. Ini jalan kami.....